yo yo yo

i really want to write an elaborate post on Friendship games, but that will be later. (in a nutshell it was fun/dramatic/tiring/ everything that needed to be experienced happend) arite gotta handle the gym and take on 2 midterms before halloween. then another on monday.

imma quote rihanna (no matter how much this song may get played out or how simple it is it speaks truth)








live your life!

relief

took care of ochem and phil paper. board retreat was amazing. palm springs! need to maintain the cut. and separate academia and the social. maybe I will write in proper english as well. maybe. always stay on top and slow down, no worries, keep fighting stay positive. i have to sleep and get pillowfaced.








bouchandh tho.

great success

is lots of hard work, and i am tired, sleep time!

mondays are long but satisfying once it's over

music: fleetwood mac - dreams

it's the re-app

I am about to reapply to kp board again! hopefully I wont get torn apart n destroyed like last year. hahaha damn that sucked!

I am surprised at myself that I did not feel sad at all when I heard the news.

And I definitely do know now that failure is a stepping stone not a tombstone.

..In the process of writing a 9 page essay for bio-medical ethics class. it makes you think really really really hard. And when the day comes where I am responsible for someone's life, I pray hard that I will make the right decision.

I am going on an ab circuit workout then long run tomorrow morning. I am looking forward to it. Then turning in my application then studying some more. Hopefully n optimistically finishing up that paper as well!




Do it for no one else but yourself.

inspirare

as someone once told me you find inspiration in subtle ways. which happened today woop woop!

i am beginning to realize that its not the triumph, it's the struggle. which has been used to advertise the olympics. i hate being brainwashed by the mass media, but in this case i find that it is a true and acceptable statement. similarly, it is the journey not the destination that matters. sorry mr blog for being philosophical n quotey but i'm lovin it. theres plenty of time for posts where i can put up cool pics of whoever/whatever, thats later.





get sick, is it worth it? hell nah!
but the job fill timers, got a good girl in my eyes she's the flyest..

thank god its monday

woooo. one busy yet productive day. 8am-7pm at school 6 hrs of class. that is madnesss. no, this is UCSD! the rest of the week is pretty chill tho. but seriously (shes on my ),

be sure to download nofx - thank god it's monday



heroes is on tonight and remember that





with great power comes great responsibility

self made

fight club is a great movie. i am not talking about it being a great action/blood/gore/sex film (which it is) but also it brings about the concept of self.

many questions arise, examples: am i the person i think i am? is personality something that can be easily recreated? if you wake up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?

dont want to spoil anything for those who havent seen it. but i would love to continue on the concept of self just a little bit.

i believe that one's perception of self is whoever he/she thinks that he/she is, BUT other people may perceive him/her otherwise. one may possess qualities (that they think they have) within, but it is a matter of bringing those qualities OUT for others to perceive them the same way as they view themselves.

eg. billy bob views himself as a type-A beast within, but when interacting with others, he acts altruistic and assertive all the time. in this situation others think of him as the nice guy.

in his case, it's a matter of bringing his qualities out to change others' perception of him. (it's important to note that people also prefer to keep certain aspects of themselves to themselves, which is completely acceptable.)



on that note, most of the obstacles we encounter in life are created by ourselves. if you built it up, you can break it down. and if you want it done right, sometimes you have to do it yourself.

entrancing

the album 'Alive' (2007) by daft punk is an amazing concoction of ear candy. check it out. if techno/electronica is not your thing, i would say this album is an exception.

fave tracks on the cd:

around the world/better faster harder stronger
one more time/aerodynamic
superheroes/human after all





when you think you can, you can!